Hmmm

For the last two years I've not posted here. WoW is to blame? No. Im not that guy anymore. Maybe it is WoW.

I've spent the better part of the night reading old blog posts here. I used to be honest to a fault. Fearless almost. I look back on what I've written here and Im surprised at myself. Almost proud.

So I haven't been creative in almost two years either. I guess WoW really is to blame. I finally started playing guitar again and writing more music. I kinda gave up on my short stories.

I have 30 years experience in living, and im not living at all right now. I'm just going through the motions. Predetermined responses and complacency.

"Hello, how are you today?"
"great and you?
"Good. Nice weather we're having!"
"Indeed"

Pretty much sums up my contact with anyone that isn't my wife, daughters, or co-workers. Of course there is the occasional facebook nostalgia and thats fun for around 30 seconds. But not very lasting. I'm not a fan of "catching up" or reliving old times. I'd like to keep moving forward and learning.

The last two years however...someone through a wrench in the cog.

I guess it's me.