Thursday, October 13, 2005

Falling Down

I've been very clumsy this week. I've fallen at least a dozen times at work. Today I really thought I was in trouble when I almost feel straight into a sewer drain. Grass was covering this 2'x2' area between the lawn and the back of the drain. My leg fell in and didn't hit the bottom. I was walking quickly so it sent me on my side and I skinned up my arm really nicely. I'm lucky I didn't break anything.

Writing new music is complicated. One day i'm elated with the progress we are making and the next i'm frustrated beyond belief and I question my role. Am I too scatter brained lately to be in control of my own creativity? Is that possible? Are you ever in control of it? I KNOW i'm over thinking, over analyzing seperates the body from the mind and all that. I'm always so tired when we are "jamming". Everyone just seems out of it and preoccupied. I hope that tomorrow I'll feel differently and I'm sure that I will.

No comments: